finally i can write here again. i am very busy last two week , i almost spend 10 hours on working place everyday . it is because of making christmas booklet . also my school work are killing me. i need painting 10 speed painting every week. But how come time to finish it-.-

ai.......i can't fulfill the basic level ....it make me feel sad . i really can't define of "finished".

WHo CAN HELP ME ~~~~

i still haven't buy lulu a gift ....um......what i should buy -.-

oh i haven't write this  for ages .  i know that was no excuse to stop writing my weeky report but , i really busy in my life, include my work and school life.

 My speed painting have setup a new rule that was " you can't walk in class without 10 finished painting "

oh god, how come time to draw 10 paints every week ??? 

i need to work 10 to 10 pm in these recently week . i am so tired after work ...... ai

HELP HELP.........................i need help~~~~~~~~~~~

sorry iris , i still no time to see my correction , i will fix this as soon as possible ...

 i almost finished work at 10:00 p.m. last night , outside too cold . it was 10 degee ~~

Ar Yueng  when you play aion with me . i am 40 lv lu~~~ we can play this again

and my teacher have a new policy. we need finished 5 painting every week .

 how come time after work . also i am tired  but i need improve myself. 

it is difficult to make a choice.  

i have watched <2012> with lulu , lo, keith and ching yee.

It was a film telling the end of world . i don't that is a story , it is possible to happen .

We must save the planet  if we want to live . life so short .

i need to draw 10 painting until the deadline  but  i only painting one -.-

And i am sick 

finally we met again ....

i have dinner with LAI on last Wednesday . it was a amazing thing day .

we haven't seen each other for almost 7 years. How come ?

we are busy ....><

now he worked in Konami as a aad. we have chat until 1:00.

i would work hard :)

haha.. i think here is not my diary , it should be a weekly report  

my mum was sick. she has 焦慮症  after she back home from hospital .

she was always thinking dead in her mind .

it made me feel lose, i don't know what can i do  even we took her to doctor.

so  i suggestion my mum come to live with us again . 

it was easy to take care of her .

my mum need work a lot to avoid thinking of dead, so she need me to clean out all of my drawer.

and i found a lot of my memory of my childhood.

for example, i haven't send a real christmas card to my friends,i feel cold on technology. 

it make people relationship far away and i have dated my best friend lai to have a dinner.

  i hope she can recover soon.

10-11-2009

i have make short films with lok last night. it was so fun that we look like played with star war swords.

i will show this to SHEEP:)

I have type diary for few days , let me drop down what i done in this day. 

 i have go to see Wild day out on saturday , it good feeling .

i feel good because there have many beautiful beer promotor *.*

after hat ,we went to central look around then back home.

on monday , i have dated lo, kenji, ching yee, ho, and chung to JP cinema to watch

.this movie is about MJ concert , it was a mazing , in this movie you will see new version of , and so on . that's really great , i recommond you guys to watch it.

i have go to eat buffed in holiday hotel in TST. It is free .....hahahahaha. bobo has changed her job title , so she pay for this buffed . But it was not really delicious as you think . ><

i had dinner with LULU in  "shake and something" last night , that's a famous burger store. we ordered  one GangBang, one cheese fries and one magical burger. GangBang is the biggest burger in the store , it was made by two bread, two eggs, two bacon, two tomato, and two hand make ham with yummy sauce and lot of cheese .*o*

31-10-2009

we have went to lan kwai fong  but this year is the most boring.

 

last night , it was about 3:00a.m.  Suddenly my phone was ringing  when i go bed .

it was germany on my mobile 's display. i pick up up my phone and heard she was crying .

then i went out and found her near my building . she said her boy friend leave her alone  in western . She keep to cry and her mascara all melt . Also her mouth look like a sausage more than a human mouth.

hahaha.... i keep to laugh her in and she smile again. about 30 minute i back home lu~

31 is my homework's deadline. Umm... i need to complete 30 paints , i scare i can't finished on time .

i have dated lulu go to "long dragon" with me on Nov. There have a zoo . We both want to see these all.

umm..it's time to work , type it tomorrow la~~~

my heart was full o trouble yesterday . My mum have send to hospital ... i don't think these happen on 9 of Sep in chinese calendar.

i saw mu mum sleep on the sinker's bed , i fell life is so weak.

i have a lot of thing haven't done with my mum , travel with hole family , give her a grandson and so on .

><, i want to cry when i thinking of these stuff.

My hard disk have damage and my left leg also have hurt ......-.-||

that was a fucking sad day~~~~~

i am happy on every thursday . it is because i come finished work on 7:00 and to school.  But not this week ..... i feel lost in my painting life , i look like can 't drawing ...><, ,

it make me up sad le ...

in fact, i know the reason . i need practice more and more. i will make a time table on this weekend and right to spend my holiday :)

Work hard Ooo~~~~~ 

i can't control my time , so i think i need i a timetable.

in this month , i have planed many things to do , but all can't success on time ... -.-

Ar...... when i back home after home , i want to play game for relax myself . But it really disturb my future... What's can i do ???

i try to write more thing on my blog , but i don't have many things happen on me :)

WoW.......i have seem <500>. i am in sympathy with actor 's view.

there have a dialogue in the movie  which is "you say you don't want relationship with others , ho w come you have married?"

when i hear this ,i really want to shout out the answer....

" not she don't  want love , she is not want love with you"

 

 it make me remember my ex-girl friend. 

 i also feel smart when i have sex with her on the after morning  ,

 i think there have many great things which are waiting for me ... But... time will changed everything......especially Love ....   you will when you growth ... 

and this is a encouraged movie ... it have a metaphor , that's you need wake up when you feel enough of pain . And the future will  be better. 

EPS have changed my design....aarararrrrrrrrrrrr

i think my version is better than the changed version, 

Why change the beauty to ugly.... not reasonable.

i will post it when it (出左街） 

today is  Thursday la.. it is near to weekend ... i can play aion form day to night la....

i think i will have a movie making with Jeff on the next week ...

i will type the story on here later ...

hope all things run smooth ~~ 

um... yesterday i was back home early so i speed painted a drawing. after that i played online game  immediately....Haahahaaha i am already  lv 30 , i got one more（防具） ，it  make me hundred HP up ....hohoho... all happiness have gone when i see the clock ......it was 3:00 pm .  i go bed and wait the next day coming . 

 

OMG................. i feel stomach when i wake up . :(

This is my first diary in full english . i want to write this for age but i was very busy in last two week . Everyday need to take care EPS event -.- ... it make me feel tired and tired ..

But ...... everything must have a start so 13 th  of OCT is the first day of my diary ...lol

um... in last two week i argued with lulu for a little thing  that she bit me . she make ma pain.

i ask her why you bite me ,  she said she loved me....

then  i told her i love you too , may i slap you everyday ?  

after about 20 min stand in the mong kok ,we recovered our love and sent her home .

that's a bad day ...

This is my first diary with full english . i want to write this for age but i am very busy in last two week . Everyday need to take care EPS event -.- ... it make me feel tried and tried ..

But ...... everything must have a start so 13 rd  of OCT is the first day of my diary ...lol

um... in last two week i have argue with lulu for a little thing  that she bite me . she make ma pain

i ask her why you bite me ,  she say she love me....

then  i told her i love you too , may i slap you everyday ?  

after about 20 min stand on the mong kok ,we recovery our love and send her back home .

that's a bad day ...